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To Pilot 		Hot chocolate Pilot, 24 Apr 2024 01:20
I will find someone who loves me as much as I love hot chocolate. Hot chocolate is perfect. One thing remains true in all the personalities I can show off, anything I can wear, things I can pick up on, and that is hot chocolate. I watched a very long video about its history, what a dope thing.

To Quotation 		Quotation, 24 Apr 2024 05:58

''Hot chocolate is like a warm hug''

To Pilot 		I hope Pilot, 23 Apr 2024 06:49
This can exist forever. I love bugs and bugs love me!
I grind my teeth less.
Make an altar for aphrodite and collect little rocks and put them out on your windowsill and let the moonlight kiss them. Eat a fiber one bar and make a hot drink. Never ever stop reading!

open.spotify.com/track/3V0NxWbbUTa3BUAnchm11i?si=rARtH0PiQS6kYPjcqyXaqQ

To Pilot 		I don’t Pilot, 17 Mrt 2024 06:51
Want to get better

To Pilot 		I can’t Pilot, 07 Mrt 2024 13:32
Move on from her. Everyone I’m with, try to be with, I go back to thinking about her. It didn’t work the first time, there’s nothing to say it wouldn’t work a second time. Oh but I love her too much for it not to. I’m not the best person I can be. She will be perfect forever.

To Nobody 		Stay lovely! Nobody, 09 Mrt 2024 20:41
You'll find the right mate!

To Pilot 		Lovely Pilot, 28 Feb 2024 07:36
This lovely, lonely man
I've only known a day
I look at him and cannot look away
Oh, what a love
Oh, what a lovely, lonely man

I've met so many men
So easy to forget
I thought I've grown immune to them and yet
He's such a love
He's such a lovely, lonely man
How did he touch my heart?
How did this feeling start?
This glow that feels so warm inside
This sudden summer storm inside

My life now has a plan
To someday make him see
That I need him as much as he needs me
Oh, what a love
Oh, what a love

To Mayathewolf 		This is so true (Rantish) Mayathewolf, 28 Feb 2024 16:03
I do agree with this poem. In fact I think i'm falling in love with a close irl friend. I have no idea what would they repsond or how I'm going to let them know. I hate love sometimes and it always has to be unfair to me. I'm going to hope for the good response.

To Nobody 		nice! Nobody, 03 Mrt 2024 13:53


www.youtube.com/watch?v=91-NnUjON-U

To Pilot 		hi Pilot, 25 Sep 2023 05:29
haaaaiiii :3

To Lye 		heloo Lye, 16 Okt 2023 20:35
greetings .w.

To Seiiiiiiiii 		hi Seiiiiiiiii, 08 Jan 2024 21:03
hello

To Pilot 		crush! Pilot, 30 Jul 2023 08:25
what a sweet boy!! he called me, and talking to me lovely.
i’ve never been called lovely.
it’s been one of my biggest fears,
not being lovely.
but it seemed easy for him to say so.

To Sjeu 		Your lovability is not in question, dear Sjeu, 30 Jul 2023 13:27
Enjoy your crush :- )

My compatibility-parameters have had a reset about 5 years ago after I've noticed a detrimental partnering-pattern.

Looking for a kind man, who intends to keep things real is the new setting.

Since then, being aware and keeping away from 'nice guys' has proven to be no problem since those previous nice guy-experiences trained my bs-radar to be on point. My dad had this enabling pattern too so I can see how I've been a match with them before.

Kind = key :- )

youtu.be/KMDmry4BXPQ

To Pilot 		mom Pilot, 06 Jun 2023 07:40
i wish you were a good person
you are the root of all my issues today
i’m so broken

To Sjeu 		Sorry to hear you're dealing with this Sjeu, 06 Jun 2023 14:40
complex theme. It's actually a sticky theme for me too.. Are you familiar with constellations? It has given me some grip over the past few years. Although I still have some questions left.

elsvansteijn.nl/en/constellations

To Sjeu 		This book Sjeu, 06 Jun 2023 14:55
Mentions how internally accepting your mom and lose any grudges towards her, will stop most (perceived) misery in life.. How the relationship with your mom, mimics your ability to connect with others..

She represents life.
When you reject life,
life will reject you too.

I know this process can be tough. My mom gave me life but participated in doing the opposite too which had me end up in a wheelchair.

Maybe this book can give you some insight and motivation to make a start in life-repairs?

https://www.luisterrijk.nl/luisterboek/9789083183602/the-fountain-find-your-place

To Pilot 		estranged Pilot, 31 Mei 2023 04:01
coming to terms
with my best friend
drifting away
i don’t know what to do

To Pilot 		buzz Pilot, 31 Mei 2023 04:00
buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz
buzz!
buzz….


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