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To Amdulka
i don't mean to spam this board with Amdulka, 07 Jun 2023 17:15
my messages. I'm just ecstatic that i've found this cozy corner of the internet. i've always loved words; how they can be combined in ways that pull on one's heartstrings. ever since i was little i was fascinated by this. how things as small as words can create vast universes, make you drench your pillowcase or make you laugh so hard you can't catch a breath. perhaps that's why i study language; literature specifically. I can't wait to share my humble collection of things i've written.

To Sjeu
Yes, free expression through language Sjeu, 08 Jun 2023 09:23
adds value in many layers and storytelling is a great instrument. Which genres do you prefer?

This might be a nice place to pave your precious words. I've been 'spamming' to maintain some movement here. Hoping to invite others to express themselves too. Didn't quit work out that way though..
I'd love this to be a warm and safe space for creative expression. To share, support and inspire each other.

The initiator and designer used to have a great idea for that, I guess it got a bit on hold..


To Amdulka
exam Amdulka, 07 Jun 2023 07:54
my dearest bugs,
I have not slept well and I feel broken, both inside and out. I need to drag my weary body to my university to sit an exam, for which I have studied profusely, but I still don't believe in my abilities.
Wish me luck and less pain throughout the day

To Sjeu
You will totally rock this I'm sure Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 11:31
There's only so much you can do to prepare and you gave it your all! Yes these are very exciting times and no wonder you are impacted by your nerves at this time, but you'll do just fine :- ) You're doing things right, shout out to you and all your efforts. A true YAY for YOU!


To Amdulka
thank you! Amdulka, 07 Jun 2023 14:34
thank you for the encouraging words! I think I did okay. I'll get the results during the week.
You're right, these are very exciting times. I constantly learn something new, I meet new people and make beautiful connections. I'm eternally grateful that I get to study something I love and hold so dear to my heart.
Hope you're doing well x

To Sjeu
So good to see Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 15:06
your attitude of gratitude! Love to hear about your study and your story on why it is so close to your heart. To turn a passion into practice might well be the best way to bliss, so due props to you :- )

To Amdulka
well, Amdulka, 07 Jun 2023 17:02
i've passed my exam! and with that i finished this semester (and the whole academic year).
it's time for a well deserved break.

To Sjeu
Congrats :- ) Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 22:14
Enjoy your break!

To Sjeu
On how Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 01:33
things that were missing
still take up much space
and things to compensate
can't seem to touch base.


To Sjeu
Strong back, soft front, wild heart. Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 12:02
''Often our so-called strength comes from fear, not love; instead of having a strong back, many of us have a defended front shielding a weak spine. We walk around brittle and defensive, trying to conceal our lack of confidence. If we strengthen our back, and develop a spine that's flexible but sturdy, then we can risk having a front that's soft and open.

How can we give and accept care with strong-back, soft-front compassion, moving past fear into a place of genuine tenderness?''.

To Sjeu
~ Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 12:03
''I believe it comes about when we can be truly transparent, seeing the world clearly - and letting the world see into us''.

~Roshi Joan Halifax

To Sjeu
~ Sjeu, 07 Jun 2023 12:04
“Once we’ve found the courage to stand alone, to say what we believe and do what we feel is right
despite the criticism and fear, the wild has marked our hearts. We can spend our entire life
betraying our self and choosing fitting in over standing alone. But once we’ve stood up for
ourself and our beliefs, the bar is higher. A wild heart fights fitting in and grieves betrayal.”

~Brené Brown


To Pilot
mom Pilot, 06 Jun 2023 07:40
i wish you were a good person
you are the root of all my issues today
i’m so broken

To Sjeu
Sorry to hear you're dealing with this Sjeu, 06 Jun 2023 14:40
complex theme. It's actually a sticky theme for me too.. Are you familiar with constellations? It has given me some grip over the past few years. Although I still have some questions left.


To Sjeu
This article (in Dutch, sorry) Sjeu, 06 Jun 2023 14:55
Mentions how internally accepting your mom and lose any grudges towards her, will stop most (perceived) misery in life.. How the relationship with your mom, mimics your ability to connect with others..

(..) Because she gave you life (..)

(That can be tough, my mom also actively participated in doing the opposite, which among other things had me stranded in a wheelchair. Hence some questions there).

Maybe this article can give you some insight and motivation to make a start in life-repairs?


To Sjeu
Do youmemo.here Sjeu, 03 Jun 2023 17:00
notice what can invoke
the loss of Telos?
And what hijacks
the presence
of Eidos?

Eidos = Greek term meaning 'form' 'essence', 'type' or 'species'. The soul of the maker.

It takes braveness to move towards happiness; a vulnerable state of being due to it's fragility and finitude. The pressure to keep it up. Possible disappointment from expectations, perfectionism. A fear of loss.

Remember you can move away from things that are detrimental, distracting or disorienting to your original core.


To Sjeu
NSDR Sjeu, 04 Jun 2023 12:03


To Wahwah
the day the universe died Wahwah, 02 Jun 2023 15:18
it was dark,
i wish i saw it,
for i didn't because i was only looking at the stars

To Hexabug
is this an arg? Hexabug, 02 Jun 2023 15:11
me and my friend josh want to know what this is, please help!

To Sjeu
Not an arg Sjeu, 02 Jun 2023 19:19
There are moments when I see myself as an Unidentified Feeling Organism looking for a safe place to land. Stranded here by accident some time ago and for some reason I just keep coming back.

Hoping the initiator and designer of this site isn't bothered by it too much. I'm a fan of this creative online garden and one day I would like to make my own website.

Too bad this one's been abandoned for some time. By buzzing around I hope to attract like minded REAL people to hang out with online :-)


To Lightylight
Yeah! Lightylight, 31 Mei 2023 13:18
That was beautifully put! Its really hard to explain feelings and sensations through words, but you did it really easily! I completely agree.

To Pilot
estranged Pilot, 31 Mei 2023 04:01
coming to terms
with my best friend
drifting away
i don’t know what to do

To Pilot
buzz Pilot, 31 Mei 2023 04:00
buzz buzz buzz buzz buzz

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