am i crazy, is it this spooky sleepinghour and me feeling guilty about being awake staring at this unhuman screen, forgetting real life and enjoying the virtual one in my head, or can it truelly be that a turning point keeps on turning for more than 3 years, leaving me dizzy and confused, at the age of 35, mother of a 3 year old son, finally finding peacein a heavenly love with the angelic man, living under me for these 3 years, keeping me sane in these years and now helping me to fight the demons of the past 3 years with the psychotic father of my son. and still... i'm scared that the turning will start again...
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