my boyfriend to become an alcoholic again so I can leave him

something to make sense

you

sex

waiting for my roommate to come home and find me passed out

my dentist apointment to get my wisdom teeth out

To Win the Lotto

her to comeback

a upgrade in my mind

friendship

Drinking to pass the time

mocking the nonsensicality of it all

waiting

masterbation

writing my last few words on the internet

sweeting beads of anxiety

Suffering

thinking about her coming back

put the old things out

living regualr life

Well, he's a pretty good guy. Especially when he's not drunk.

voltaire was right.

it happends

more masterbation

I will die from the overdose

my mouth will be in a greater pain

I'll die

i'll have to develop new reasons live

i'm doing...

oh well i dont NEED it