my soulmate to leave ohio and head west

The love of my life

Amy to show up so we can take the dogs to Bolinas.

To see the light.

The end of this day

the world to end

death

For my food to warm up

The light of truth

Peace








Before this After this
 

dreaming of his eyes and hands and sweet skin

Hoping

Eating a popsicle. Num!!

Wasting precious time and crying.

Pretending to work

reading more science fiction

living

combing my hair with my fingers

Using my candle fate

praying

i will have the memory of his touch and smell

I'll be lonely

I'll cry.

I'll be lost.

I will work forever

wait more. or do it myself

I'll have no need for life insurance

Oh, it will happen :)

I'll be in the darkness of false hope

hope