for someone to rescue me

maybe, I will not feel this much

peter pan to take me to neverland

Death

For a phone call or a message.

You shine, it makes my heart stop!

for someone to rescue me

For people to stop being idiots.

my love to turn west

it to all happen








Before this After this
 

day dreaming

hoping it was real for him too

sitting at the computer

Living

Writing this.

day dreaming

not enougth

Being an idiot.

working my blonde fanny off and planning a life here

waiting as patiently as I can

Then I'm an idiot.

I will know that his fear has control

oh, it will. trust me.

Chaos

I'll be a bit sad, and go to sleep. Then I'll wake up and will have forgotten about it.

i will be so sad

i hope for madness but I fear sanity

Then I'm an idiot.

i will be alone

IT has to happen