something exciting to happen

the urge to begin

someone to break the silence

Superman

A reply to my email

a Master

the questions that plague my heart and consume my mind to be answered

life to be filled with more happiness than sadness

my baby to come home to me

The answer to all my problems.

it won't happen until tomorrow for sure today is boring it is sunday

obsessing in media

school work

Waiting

Eating dinner and typing this

reading

ignoring the existence of anything but the necessities

drowning in this superficial sadness

surfing and trying to sleep

Creating more problems, really.

hopefully it will, if nothing exciting happens i will make it happen

everything will be ruined

I don't know

I'll wait some more

I'll probably send it again

I will still be ok

i will live a small and hidden life forever

then it doesnt happen

then i'll never sleep again

Then at least I'll know what to expect. Won't I?