this feeling to go away

for an ending

my flashlight batteries to die

questions to be answered

the point in my life where everything will change

college

something, though I don't know what it is

happiness

a change for the better

I'm

humming

keep searching

trying to escape

waiting for the answers to come to me

nothing that will get me to that point

dealing with the stress of shallow hypocrites

trying to figure it out

being miserable

praying

with

then the light at the end of the tunnel has been snuffed out forever

ill still be here

i might just make it out of here

that would mean all of my questions are already answered

then I'll be looking at a pretty miserable life

if nothing happens to me something will happen to them, they'll get married to doctors and be soccer moms and won,t be lacking anything but depth.

then I'll never know

I guess I won't be happy.

a lost life

Stupid