The time when I won't have to wait.

for the beginning

to scream....

my eyes to open

the boy. (yea i know, what a cliche.)

soup

to be discovered

the point in my life where everything will change

the end

the right time

Waiting. You just asked about that.

straining my eyes to view the landscape

building up my fury

restlessly sleeping trying to catch my moment of inner peace.

knock myself down and use big romantic words

messing up

posing posing posing

trying to figure it out

laughing at the panic

masterbating

I'll keep on waiting.

i'll sing myself to sleep

i'll self distruct

i'll refuse to go on living blinded to the world

i'll say "i told you so with triumph" to hide the disappointment

oh well

i'll still write my memoiures

that would mean all of my questions are already answered

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

seek fulfillment elsewhere