my ship to come in and take me to a paradise island

a turd

The impossible.

satisfaction

getting to the place where we should belong

happiness

puberty

someone who needs me

It seems that I"M waiting for an unkonwn future, an unknown man to come back to me with his love....

the time when i can be with the person i love the most

stocking supplies, you know, books, music, food, a pillow, a lover

squeezing

Languishing in normalcy.

listening to music

Find the way to go there

mutilating a pink teddy bear

jacking off

cleaning my room

mmm......just waiting for him

feeling alone and much too cold

it already has in my dreams

i'm constipated

What if it does?

then I'll get to catch up on my sleep

try again & again & ...

there are more pink bears out there... right?

I'm SKREWED

i'll die a spinster

I know it is siily coz he will not come back to me any more.Maybe just keep going my life with another new wish

i will cry myself to sleep more often then i do now