david, my friend,to come for dinner

to not be in love

death

The end of the week

God

waiting to leave my shitty job

a trip far far away.

a guy to love me as much as i love him

well for this keyboarding class to end (which will just send me to geometry which sucks harder) and for tickets to the ASCL Music Fest

to fall in love?








Before this After this
 

relaxing,cooking,searching for peace after angel

agony

life

wasting time sitting at my computer when I should be in class

Pray

doing as much as possible to persuade other people to do the same

worrying, wondering, anticipating...

looking for him

Pretending that im a good typer and thinking of sweeden.

feeling sorry for myself.

david will come,misha,most likely ,will not

who can say?

live eternally

its inevitable.

It will

that is not an option!

i am ambitious, something will happen and it will be marvelous.

i will cry my life away

Well the first will happen unless we have another fire drill, but if the second doesnt happen I will have to just settle with the idea of chris carrabba marrying me instead of actually going to his show and proposing.

i don't know.