the answer to the question

my boyfriend

Alexandre

a girl to come by and fall in love with me

Mijnheer Ypma

yokohama

For her to come back.

the revolution

tomorrow so i can beat up the New Nerd Orgasm. And for him to realize what a moron he is and i mean...HELLO???? could it be more obvious? i'm sorry, you probably dont know what i'm talking about, i'll shut up now :)

A life

waiting

taking care of our daughter Trinity

I'm waiting!!duh!

just sit here and wait

Jetting my vent

sleep

Pining mostly... pretending it doesn't hurt as much as it does, aching really and kinda on a constant search for distraction from the pain.

watching television

Laughing at alicia's amusing references to my love life in here. and thinking "why isnt he on??? is he talking to her on the phone??? should i call him??? but i cant call him, because i'm supposed to be mad at him."

Sleep and other stupid things to waste the one I have now

I'm just gonna sit here waiting.

my heart will break

I'll be very depressed

probably not fall in love with her and sit here and wait for another decade

re-jet that unvented vent

I will walk downstairs

I don't know... thats the problem.

i hope there's something good on tonight

then i'll cry, wait maybe i'm wont. despite everything, this week, or atleast the rest of it, is going to be fun. i hope.

I shall be very very sad