monkeys

For the hot boy with the funny xanga to find me

my email from my sexy man

Life.

my true love

To win the lottery

my life to start and have real meaning

I am waiting for reason to prevail.

tomorrow, in which music will be exchanged in the morning time and dreamt about the remainder of the day.

nothing

sitting

Thinking about how much school sucks and how tomorrow is gonna be hell

sitting on here typing this B.S

Rotting in school.

talking to him on the computer

Wondering how I'm gonna win if I don't play

finding people with which to fill the time and have some enjoyment with

Trying to keep my head above the tide of emotion that threatens to overwhelm all human interaction.

singing stairway to heaven, even though it's the dave matthews version.

nothing special

it won't don't bother

I'll IM him

i'll email him and get pissed

I'll have the same teachers for enternity.

i'll keep on looking

Reality sucks

ill be sad

I will remain alone.

the beat will go on.

it wont