my body to right itself from the wrong I have done to it.

to know sth. to know myself.to conquer sth.to achieve sth.to get rid of sth.to get sth.to be someone in someday,hopefully

For the girl who said "for the man of my dreams, the job of my dreams, the house of my dreams, my dreams to become reality...." to die.

FOR LOVE. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME! D=

new york

time to pass.

for the man of my dreams, the job of my dreams, the house of my dreams, my dreams to become reality....

The day when I can get a real life, a real job, sleep, friends, free time, a vacation

nothing

My server host to get their thumbs outta their behinds...








Before this After this
 

walking in an awfully strange manner

being anxious,timid,tired,bored

waiting...waiting...waiting...

Eat.

ann arbor

sitting. right here.

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting

Getting my physics degree

living

Chainsmoking

my body is fucked and I'll die before I expect to

that s too bad,i have firm belief.sth.will happen

I'll find a way. Find a way...it must happen.

I'll just get fatter.

chicago

I'll be here for a very long time.

It must happen, it has to happen...I can't bare to thik of life going on like this....

what a waste of time

then it wasn't meant to happen. don't worry!

I'll get a life