a friend to arrive from a place known as "be right back". Or brb

my end, im tired of this life already...

to get better

In life? Death i guess.

The Electrician

sex

Food

Waiting for the epiphany.

my boyfriend to come see me from 1000 miles away

death

tapping my fingers and watching an 'offline' window flash

loving all, trusting a few, doing wrong to none...or atleast trying to.

getting worse

Living? No, wait. Being alive.

Getting impatient!!!

masturbating

being hungry

Listening to "The Recluse"

nothing

wasting away

I might wait a little bit longer. But only a little...

what if anything doesnt happen? just another knock off the scales, another consequence taxing, in the end it doesn't matter.

the end

I'd be surprised!

No lights!

I will explode!!!!!!

I will starve!

I'll go on wondering.

then it doesnt happen

i'll go to sleep