life
boy friend
sleep.
nothing
dinner
graduation
to understand.
our first book
my first child
jenny
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watching
see a movie
eating ice cream.
sitting
sitting
studying my ass off
waiting.
practicing, planning, loving, there...how fucking, nasty artsy is that... beautiful...lol
working
loving him
the joke was on me
back to work
i will have to find another way to occupy my evening.
it will
starve
ill die in north carolina
it will have had no meaning.
it will
sniff, sniff...
then i will kill myself