What I was promised

s&m hardcore sex

a clue

sdfsd

love

a call

for my mom to die

another day

to just see him

my boyfriend

Pretending this is good enough

masurbating

beta testing

asdfas

hating

typing

hoping

chat...best medicine

wasting time

peeing

I will hide away. Well away. For a long time.

oh it must.

pergatory

sadf

selfhatred

then more waiting

i will kill her

Ill die...

i will cry

then i will die