"him"

a job

my big break

her

My mum and dad to forgive me

an absolution.

Marf to get home

going to bed

Success

sex

killing myself

waiting

sitting like a couch potato

waiting for her

talking to complete trangers

pondering.

on this dumass site

surf the internet

trying everything

having sex

ill kill myself

im dead

I will continue to eat chips and watch tv while sitting like a couch potato

whatev.

i will surely die!

i will continue to ponder.

i keel you

I get tired

DEATH

ill have more sex