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waiting for a sign that will tell me what to do with my life

anger to subside

a small lion to gobble me up

happiness

the world to end

my boyfriend

dinner

peace

happiness.

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Learning

trying not to lose it

waiting...watching..

thinking of him

praying

thinking of him

playing

learning

sitting on my ass.

shit

hopefully I wont make the wrong choice

nothing good will come of that.

I shall gobble myself up

i will be dead!

o it will

I will be dead!!!!

sadness

a very scary prospect

uhh...