Lunch

Something to wait for

Long

to forget my ''friend''

Love

to be free of my responsibilities

a different status quo to that which I find so comfortable

eternal freedom

your mom

For my bf

Homework

Wasting time

Ling

i don't know

Searching and wanting for it

delaying the inevitable ones

''building up my skills'', whatever that means

procastrinating

your dad

To give me heroin

I'll be really hungry until I get home.

Continue to wait, everything has a cause and effect so something will come eventually. As above so Below.

Ding

let her manipulate me i guess

Then I have no purpose

evaporate. gases dont have to work to be valued

if my status quo somehow never changes—if life's changes fail to reach me, that would mean something killed me, wouldn't it? that would be unfortunate

trying to live till I die

your uncle

Because I can’t stay sober