someone to really love me as much as i love them

Hoping for my common insticts to lessen so I can finally do it.

I'm waiting to die like everyone else.

Nothing, yet maybe everything.. I suppose I am simply waiting for life

August 24th

Peace of Mind

for life to mean something.

for him to die

literally nothing

so please dont leave me








Before this After this
 

eating and killing people and sleeping

Wasting my time.

I'm having fun, I really like being alive.

I am living. Thinking, feeling, doing whatever I will because I can.

nothing.

Curing my broken Body

nothing.

wasting my life away

im supposed to be testing

i can breath

i'll fade away into the background like everyone else

Go through this, I guess.

Immortality? I will live everyday without fear, I can finally do things I like without worrying about wasting my time.

Well if life doesn't want to life, what is there to do really? Although I would be quite happy if it slowed down a little.

...

I'll hope Soul exists

kill myself.

i'll be the one dead

...

please dont say you love me