A miracle. Sounds stupid, doesn`t it?

auf eine längere mail von heike

the realization that there is more to life than this

The end

The vogons to destroy the earth

Dawn

Me and her to get back together again

My cat to come say hello.

the bread to rise

school to start

pray. Hope they hear me. Actually I am afraid they won`t. Everybody`s on the vacation now.

na ja, den tag so ablaufen

nothing

Live

Looking to the sky for green spaceships

Watching the lights of the city and the cars passing by deep under me

Pretending, and hugging pillows in despair

Drawing lines on my body.

reading infront of the fire

surfing and avoiding parental settings

Will try praying later. In autumn.

dann schreib ich eben selbst.so.

I'll die a sad, hopeless nobody

It will

Oh, trust me, it will

Then I'll just have to remove the curtains and the Venetian blind.

I'll just go aroud feeling miserable

My pencil will break.

i'll buy more yeast or cry.

oh it will, trust me. >:(