My moment of happiness with the girl

The light.

my day as a rock star

friends

sleepiness

someone to talk to

happiness

Winning the lottery

my husband to get home from work

green toes








Before this After this
 

pretty much nothing, really

Dreaming.

practicing, practicing, practicing

trying to make friends

digitally surfing, as if that would help

trying to get some privacy

being depressed

living in poverty, working to death

surfing this site

licking floors

don't worry, it'll happen

I will wake to an unbroken darkness.

I could live with being the world's greatest unknown guitarist

commit cuiside

i'll fake it

talk to them

I'll kill myself

work to death

I would die.

sleeping forever