the right person to come along

bla

A direction to pursue

a sign

For you to realise that I am waiting for the answer that we both know

summer to arrive

enough time

Comleteness

a full on bare back blowjob to completion

Her to leave him.

having fun trying

blah

drifting

drifting

holding my breath

freezing

working

Breathing

jerking off

waiting, crying

I'll be lonely

blah.

i'll die unfulfilled

indecision

the long quiet fall into oblivion

i'll move to california

breakdown

I will stop

I'll keep jerking off

I will have to move on, regretfully.