bedtime

To get out of California

to grow up

Vacation

My mum to stop being lame and treating me like a child

the smell to go away

Derren brow's russian roulette

TLC

For Veiwtiful joe to be realesed

the day i can be with my girl

browsing

hating California but still fitting it

regressing past birth

torturing myself

Listening to Interpol - Turn on the bright lights

suffocating

Typing on this website...

Watching TV

Beating off

curling up alone every night

it will

Then i will continue to adapt until you cannot tell me from anyone else

a vacuum to infinity, passenger: me

scream

I will disown her.....because there is only so much i can take

die green

Cry

Hang myself

Beat off again

suicide.