gay sex

my inner magick to spark, my dreams to become reality, and for him to say he loves me.

you

my love

my life to start I guess...

for the dancing star to make a pause ~

something to happen

eh

death

that thing, you know, over there

being attacted by tom

hiding my anxiety and trying to cope

waiting

wasting time

ignoring the fact that I'm terrified

throwing shadows

sleep

well

everything that could keep me from not thinking about it

waiting - duh.

il kill myself

every day will be the same until I finally die.

then it doesn't

I'll be alone for the rest of my life

I'll be prolly feel strangely better off

i'll switch on the light or i want to sleep :)

scream then wait for something else

life goes on

then i'll just have to make it happen myself

I guess I'll die.