adult legalization.

something

the weekend

Love

Christmas

God to give me an answer.

I cant remember anymore

My life to start

him

A single, fucking, uninterupted moment so I can get something, anything, done.

friendship.

nothing

talking to brent

Trying to achieve self-suffiency

Eating

Reading the Old Testement.

Realizing Im lost

finishing school, saving money, breathing, watching TLC

learning to be alone

Providing answers for people who are all smarter than I am, but aren't willing to use their OWN brain and read something.

it will.

anything

the weekend will happen eventually...

I'll become the most self-sufficient person on Earth

Dunno!?!

I'll turn Jewish.

Ill be waiting, alone and sad. Maybe Ill stop thinkning and cease to exist

I will keep working, watching TLC and probably go insane

then so continues the story of my life

There's no "what." It won't happen. It never has happened. AAAAAAAAAAaaargh!