Billy to call

my daughter to grow up and be better than me

a truly wonderful pair of boots

that special guy

My journey to another country

Godot.

A kiss

a sign of love, from her, her to choose for me

My very last chance

him








Before this After this
 

Loving Billy

trying to help her do so

pining

wishing. hoping. praying.

getting tickets, passport...

sitting under a tree.

Wondering if ill ever get one

make music, hope, talk, be with her

plotting

flirting

I'll call him :-D

get sloppy drunk

skinning my own cow

marry a gay man

I´ll be very sad...

I'll keep talking about shit that no one understands.

I will get a new goal like losing my virgenity

lose myself again, filling myself with nothing

I'll lose again.

find someone else