half life 2

to grow up

my birthday to come so i can leave home

to get out of this town.

money to fall from the sky

happiness

you

life

A chance to realize my visions

courage to make a decision about my boyfriend








Before this After this
 

just getting pissed because i've been waiting for some years now...

nothing

packing my bags

drugs and books.

standing outside with my mouth open

dreaming

wiling

waste

Working to prepare myself

dating him and sleeping with other men. My boyfriend and I have been together 9 years.

it WILL happen, i have no doubt about that...

don't care

i'll live at home forever i guess

the long sleep.

get a job nah just stand here

cagamos

cry

die

It will happen

that's what's worrying me.