my grade to be filed

enough energy to start my revision

a new boyfriend

to seek help to my addiction to this site

for someone to bust my intelligence "cherry"

my lesbian lover

the creator of this website to appear

how long must i wait?

my beauty to reveal

soberness to meet me.

playing on the computer with jessica

day dreaming

trying to forgive the last one

enjoying it everyday

continue to tall to stupid people

masterbating

wondering what he/she's like?

pondering my patience

thinking of my imperfections

drinking

probably nothing major

failed my a-level n regret...

guess i'll die angry

energizer bunny...

the cherry will burst itself

the porn will cure all ills..

i'll visit every day, enjoying the beauty in his ravings

i'll think myself to death

i'll be a beauty queen..in my own distant yearning

i'll find my self awake..a stranger in my own bed