that old man to stop looking in my window.

The love of my life to walk through the door.

Satisfaction

school to be out

the phone to ring

something nice to happen

my heart to stop breaking

a blowjob

godot

quitting time

pretend that I do not see him.

Living lie to the fullest and making evey moment worth wild.

Pretending

waisting my free time

pretending that i dont care

not nice things

wasting time, distraction, false hope

sitting around naked

wanking

marking time

I will invite him in for tea.

It was meant to be.

Keep doing it myself

I'll shoot myself

keep pretending go to sleep cry

i'll redifine my definition of the word nice

I go on. I never expected it to anyway

i'll probably toss off and go to sleep

keep wanking

time to disappear