Something to happen that will change my life and make me a productive, optimistic person

Him to come home, kiss me, make me feel beautiful.

the boy who plays with my hair and would still love me if i didnt look like me and would miss me if i wasn't around.

some one to love

Seeing my girlfreind

Getting into college

to find the right life road bedtime

a girl's feelings

a cloudless night

the sun

tearing myself to shreds

Playing the piano, sad that I can't find any of the things I am currently looking for.

pretending he's out there; wondering if you're him.

play with my cat

Writing and thinking to her

fuckin waiting

reading book nnn

destroying myself inside

being sedentary

reading book

It's not going to happen

I will cry myself to sleep again.

i'll never know.

marry my cat

Upset

become a bum

nothing

confide in a new girl..

i will lack adventure and my life will be a void

i go outside