her

love of my life

to go home

Godot

realization of the future

a job

The next call

Christmas

a huge lottery win

hope

hoping she's not in pakistan

looking for someone else

wait

Waiting

living in the present

upgranding my intellegence on this website

Despatch

Shopping

wasting time reading this

despair

i'll fly there

I take the next one

it has to happen

It won't. Fucking Beckett

i'll live day to day

I'll be brokener than now

Oh it will!

It always happens

I'll go to work tomorrow

resignation