my dream

The way

To see phantom of the opera

a solution

My life to show me the way.

Matt

for comin'home

my phone to ring

Her

midnight

nothing

Treading

writing this

searching

Showing my children the way into their lives.

Hurting

wastin'my time

meeting my boyfriend

Sitting here

thinking

i'll kill myself

ordinaryness

ill drown myself in the paris opera house lake

die

Someday, somehow, it'll happen. Even if I have to search for it myself.

My life would have no meaning

why not?

it mill

I don't know what I will do

how could it not happen?