for my life to start

him to say something

the soles of my shoes to fall off

the bus

menopause

myself to pack up my shit and move back into the dorms

My boyfriend to return.

6:00 for when by boyfriend comes over.

sex

my friends to come online

studying at uni

worrying

walking

this

having cramps

being lazy

Dreaming of him.

Talking to my boyfriend on the internet.

having sex

looking out the window

i'll get a job and keep waiting

then we sit in silence

I will keep walking

i will be bored

well, what can ya do.

oh, it will...eventually...

Death by utter depression.

Then I'll be pretty lonely tonight.

masturbate

windows will re-boot