Some one.

to feel no more pain

I'm waiting for things to make sense.

Chris to come around, and tell me he loves me as much as I want to love him.

To be old enough to need it and to have enough money for a plastic surgery.

May

Meaning.

love.

strength

beer

Waiting.

smoking as much dope as possible, getting drunk and swimming in my own barf

Wandering in helpless confusion.

Moping around disdainfully; glaring at the phone, asking it why it isn't ringing.

Trying to keep my skin as beautiful as possible.

trying not to drink myself into a fucking coma and pass out in the slush

Trying to find it.

waiting for it..

cowering

working

Then I wait.

another useless,meaningless life that goes nowhere. but who gives a shit.

Then I'll never stop wandering.

I'll get over it, but I'll be a bit less than I was originally.

If it doesn't happen, it doesn't happen, what can you do?

We're all fucked then

It will.

i will comit suicide

i'll run away again

nothing