Happiness

being sure that i am doing the right thing

The gracious soul of another to set as the womb for my soul

For some girl to love me.

if I could place those petals of words around you and sew them shut

my parents to go to sleep

A miracle.

my life to make sense

danielle to come over

life to unfold itself before me and say! ahha! here I am in all my splendor and love!!!

hoping

trying to keep sane

counting the tears that my heart manufactures in my stupid meaning of existance

Hoping

pricking my finger with a needle

sitting online, wandering around aimlessly, creating a reality that doesn't exhist,

Weeping.

waiting

waiting

procrastinating on love

then i'll live a life full of hearbreaks

i will die beating myself up over everything i've ever done

At least the world won't stop turning.

Ohh well, I guess it will never come

but more petals and words

they'll pass out instead

More weeping, I guess.

ill stay confused behind the fog wall that blocks me

theres always tomorrow

fuck it --- danielle