the damn world make some f***ing sense

my true friends to show up and my realities straightened out

a boyfriend

social change

love

Something to excite my interest

a reason to move

A little monkey to twist my toe

A good show to come to town.

my life to begin

sulk, cry, figure it out

trying not to cry

sulking.

trying to find myself

preparing myself

Foraging for something in a world that, in the end, doesn't really matter

sitting quietly

hold on, brb, brushing my teeth.

Listening to old cds.

waiting for my life to begin

do the same things i do while i wait

ill start crying

i'm screwed.

it will hurt us all

then it wont

I'll continue to be bored and maudlin and cranky, until no one wants to deal with my shit anymore.

I'll decompose

I'm back, what did I miss?

I'll save lots of money.

then it won't