That perfect someone

the anti-depressive pills to kick in

Him

The next big thing to land in my lap so I don't have to work for it.

be happy

the stars to shine down upon my face

sleep to fall over me

someone to believe in

to learn how to fall in love again

my daughter to be able to speak

making do

trying to survive

Wondering why

Spinning.

trying to

searching the black sky for them

listening to my mind race

searching

feeling rather broken

crying

I'll live

is that a question to ask a depressive being??

It won't

Then I am not as grand as I thought I was once.

I'll be sad for rest of my life... but I'll not give up

there will be no light to guide my way.

I'll have a headache at work tomorrow due to lack of sleep

believe in the moon that shines above

die with a broken heart

love her with all my heart