for Peter to relax

my true love

to get layd

my tea

for santa to die.

new arrivals

lunch

Inspiration.... to pluck up the courage to get happiness for myself

inspiration

waiting for my head to stop hurting and all this edgyness to go away

trying to cope

being a jiggolo, whining and complaining and acting creepy and depressed

masturbate

doing this

figuring out how to kill him.

typing

thinjing about lunch

still waiting and hoping

wallowing

talking to my friend who wants me to write a 5 page essay on how much I like him, how hot he is, and why I should stick to what I say...go figure

I'll beat him up

I`ll see you at eight o clock

masturbate some more

get takeaway

will shoot myself.

then I'll wear my old ones.

I'll stay hungrry

I'll probably carry on waiting and watch my life pass by filled with regret for what I didn't have to courage to do sooner.

nobody will notice

umm.....well I'll shoot myself because if my head never stops hurting and I'm edgy all the time I don't want to live anymore