The non-existance of this reality to somehow seem purposeful.

creativity

To wake up from this illusion of so-called "reality"

students to finish

He?

Christ to return.

Something to say.

Somebody to read through all of what im writing now, and for this event to somehow cause my life to improve in every aspect. Of course, i doubt this will happen, as there are so many of these on this at the moment for one person to take the time to read through what I have writen seems incrediably unlikely to me

You

Tomorrow morning coffee

Trying to make sense of this reality by tryin to relate unrelated events to each other in the hope that I will have a revalation

feigning creativity

Staring at educators.

avoiding necessary work

He???

Seek him in all I do.

Thinking

I will probably be living my life as usual, having forgotten about this message and its contents, until that one day when my perfect partner comes to me, describes how she read this when she was younger, and how it inevitably led her to me

Your momma

Working (or trying to concentrate on my work)

i will continue to dream.

I'll continue to feign.

I will have wasted a lot of time thinking. I can't waste my life, no more analytical thinking for me, off to parties!

Don't worry. It won't.

??? oh fuck off

Only in a nightmare would it not happen.

My brain will rot.

then things continue as normal I suppose - although, what is normal? Normal is non-existant in many ways, as nearly everything ive ever encountered (besides mathematics) has always had a near infinate number of variations involved in it.

See above

I'll wait a bit more (I'm very patient)