The piercing silence to stop.

Waiting for the opportunity to go home.

Things to be the way they used to be.

I'm waiting for the relationship that I wish I had like before but I screwed it up...

A phone call that will never come (from my ex).

One of my ex's to give me another chance.

Waiting for other people's stupid messages to go away and for someone. Someone special.

My other ex to forgive me for dumping him after 2 days.

Waiting for my ex to decide that I have not given up hope and understand that I am stupid and messed up.

My ex to get home

Staring up at the moon, wondering why I left my home without saying goodbye..

Absolutely nothing interesting. Starving myself.

Hoping that someone special will give me another chance.

Making bracelets with my best friend to get my mind off of the heartbreak...

Taking the phone with me everywhere I go and freaking out if I don't have it.

Moping around at my best friend's house.

Sitting here and listening to music and waiting.

Feeling like a piece of crap.

Waiting and wondering if he blocked me on instant messenger.

Waiting

Then I'll make the noise that breaks the silence.

I'll continue to starve until I die. Or I move to Saturn and be Queen of the Lizard People. But I'll probably starve.

I will be devistated.

I honestly don't know other than hoping for what I am waiting for.

It won't anyways...until then I can daydream about things going back to how they were before.

I will cry myself to sleep every night until I get over him.

Look for someone special instead of waiting for them. I will write messages until the people's messages go away.

I will still feel like a piece of crap.

I will cry and forget about him and go out with him a 4th time some other time.

Keep Waiting.