To improve!

Money

Him to ask. . .

A dude

To succeed!

an ending

the world to end

perhaps

strength to fight back

everything

Hoping it happens by itself!

working

Waiting and hoping . . .

kissing frogs

Thinking about succeeding!

proceeding

wandering this website

maybe

bleeding in the dark, crying myself to sleep, drowning in jealosy that he has courage and i do not

nothing

Curse!

give in

I'll ask eventually!

i'll die

I'll fail!

I will start all over again

i'll help it along a little... ~ahem~ *hides some explosives inder her bed*

never

i won't cry on his shoulder anymore. i'll seal myself away and let him believe things have gotten better, when in truth they're just the same

nothing