My drugs

This daze to pass.

life to really start

a voice in my head

ola from poland

misha knierim

my loneliness to end

the end

that last person to shoot himself...

action

mourning the last of my sack...

Trying to work through the nausia

living just in case it won't

thinking about food

cheweing some nicorettes gum

building a life

eating a frozen TV dinner while sitting here ALONE in my room in front of the computer

looking for a way to stop it

waiting...

watching tv

I'll try again tomarrow

I'll stumble on blindly for infinity.

won't matter cause then i'll be dead anyway

then I know that it was everything a hallucination

I'll still chew

then love doesn't conquer all...

I'll get sixteen cats

look for a beginning

be very disappointed that another dud in the gene pool gets to live on...

ill shoot myself