to feel better

life to be handed to me on a silver platter

to sail the river as sun sets

to be happy

bedtime

my exit

My Girlfriend

morning

for him to come back

the opportunity

smiling like I mean it, faking laughs, being polite when I just want to scream... floundering. needing someone. trying to act "fine"

grinning and bearing it

whistling a merry tune while sitting on thumbs

trying to keep my head above water

procrastinating

driving home

Crying alone

waiting

waiting

waiting

I dont want to think about it.

my jaw might get sore...

find another beautiful thing to share with a friend

i doubt i'll be here next week

i'll sleep later

keep going i suspect

I'll crap my pants

my funeral thats what...

I'll wait

i missed it