the doctor

waiting nowone pisses me off

the pizza guy.and the pizza too

my savior

to fall asleep

happiness

lunch time

my roomate to come back and give me hot, hot sex

my soulmate to head west . he is my Angel and should join me in the city of angels...

happiness








Before this After this
 

i'm sick

spanking the monkey

typin this shit out

just wanna kill myself

nothing

listening to Massive Attack

listening to Massive Attack

sitiing in this chair

hoping he still feels the same.that he loves me and finds that he cannot be without me and has the courage to act upon it.

suffering

i'll die

it already did

ill call kfc

ı ll live in pain cus i wont kill myself

i'll listen to the morning radio station and enjoy my day

we are trying...

starve to death

then i'll get it in the morning

I fear he will live a life bound by misery and regret

complacency