To see them again. For them to hold me and warm me with their presence.

waiting for it to happen

To be just like the person inside my brain. I am genuinely really bored and kinda sick of waiting.

i don't know anymore

cosplay convention!! idk when it will happen tho? :0

To feel at peace with myself and satisfied with life

For them

my impending doom

going to dinner with family

my boyfriend to meet me again








Before this
 

Waiting.

letting it happen

Nothing, I am stuck in my endless imagination, my classmates are better than me anyways.

reliving my memories before he comes back

im larping as my oc bc i love them/her lol ^_^

It feels like I'm doing nothing even when I try

Waiting for them

finding my purpose while regaining the will to live life

playing around and drinking water

Work

Honestly.. I don't know.

let it happen

...When will I get to be a perfect person? I just wanna be strong already.

then i'll be stuck in eternity forever

then I will not be an umamusume, shout out to prez rudolf !

I don't know. I can't stay like this forever, right?

I can still wait

yay

we will go home :)

It will, he promises.