ik kan maar niet  
   
Does ur back hurt How is your thirties treating you, friend?elope only to find myself in the same social cycle of marriage and children and a working husband and a stay at home wife and the burden of it alllife Sometimes I just want to run away and live the woods. But right now I have a accounting final to get through. I wish I could disappear sometimes. Migrating For The Winter And once more, I have changed every aspect of myself, skipped town, and left everyone behind. I wonder how long it will take, until my endless dissatisfaction drives me to do it again.mean my best friend told me that i'm a mean person and he'd like to stop talking. half of the people i know tell me that i'm the meanest person they know and the other half tell me i'm the sweetest one they know. half of the people i know swear up and down i might as well look cis, the other half tell me that they can't take their eyes off of the my shadow. to protect others i have decided to not talk directly to others unless they are sure i don't hurt them.i am in agony