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To Lione 		Social isolation? Lione, 29 Nov 2025 06:08
Besides occasional texting and his, hellos, thank yous, and excuse mes, I haven’t had a genuine back and forth conversation in weeks. So when one of the folks at a Buddhist event invited me out to lunch and I met them, she was talking at the cafe and I wanted to say something so bad but I couldn’t, I couldn’t think of anything. Whenever I talked to my friends in person they answer my questions, then it’s not fun anymore so we stop. It felt so weird being in a space with another human being.

To Vengeance 		Machine Vengeance, 29 Nov 2025 00:07
They do not see me as a being same as theirs. To them I am nothing but a grade machine, working 12/7 scanning pages to then throw my HDD away a week later, like a RAM.

Do not mistake me for another machine. While we have cables, a CPU, cooling system and more fascinating living components, it is not I.

Why can't you understand, my lights are different, everything is in another order. Is that all I am to you? Machinery so similar to your eyes that you must see me as it?

Do you not love me?

To Vengeance 		Laugh Vengeance, 23 Nov 2025 00:54
I know they laugh at me, I'm aware they stare when I walk by. They probably make fun of my art too. They think I'm childish, they can't really see how much my art means to me. The only thing that wouldn't abandon me.

I remember when going to class was a living hell. Getting food and other things thrown at me for the mere reason of existing. It was miserable. So miserable that what they do today doesn't affect me as much.

Maybe they got bored, maybe I got stronger.

To Vengeance 		Vengeance, 23 Nov 2025 01:02
I still look around when someone laughs. I fear I will never stop doing it.

When they give those ''anti-bullying'' talks in school and they attend and act like saints, something ticks as if they were mocking me. I don't know if it they never saw it as bullying, if they forgot or they know and choose to ignore it.

Maybe is their fault I can't interact with anyone unknown without my CPU kicking into overdrive.

To Farfrost 		Crows Farfrost, 22 Nov 2025 13:53
I currently live in a city with a high population of crows. They're often spotted in residential areas, though they don't seem particularly bothered by humans.

I'm following a blogger living in Germany who often feeds crows in the park. The pair closest to her are a crow couple named Noctis and Nyx. Nyx is bold and lively, while Noctis is more reserved. Such fascinating little creatures.

To Farfrost 		Farfrost, 22 Nov 2025 14:15
The crow couple's territory boasts a beautiful river, willow trees, and various deciduous trees and of course, the wooden bench where the blogger often sits. Come autumn and winter, the ground is blanketed by endless layers of fallen leaves.

The video itself brings a sense of calm, as if one could smell the crispness of the cold wind.

To Lione 		Please call this number now Lione, 21 Nov 2025 04:08
If someone has the cure for autism or know how to make yourself permanently likeable so people will stop losing interest in all the momentary distractions you hand them and stop being able to soon recognize you for all the antisocial insensitivities and fundamental differences you carry. Please message. I do not accept pitying remarks from normal people or mental health professionals, I do not want reminders I’m going to be stuck with this forever. If you have answers though, please let me know!

To Vengeance 		Vengeance, 21 Nov 2025 18:45
The human, being a social species, somehow manages to make others feel like another,unsociable, being. Alienating ones that look the same but don't act in similar ways it's nothing more than humanity letting their animal senses guide them (Even if many affirm that they're better than one.)

Humans are still wild animals when they get rid of their reasoning.

To Lione 		I’m aware Lione, 25 Nov 2025 23:17
Yes, I’m aware that much of the human sociability is as 70% accurate to chimps, including cues themselves. After all, we use our intelligence to create in order to satisfy and indulge our animal instincts and more, that is why we call common problems such as anxiety, neurological issues, and being alone as the human experience. However Idc, this does not solve anything, I need solutions!

To Polkaparty 		crybaby Polkaparty, 21 Nov 2025 01:25
every time something goes wrong, i cry. i was the class crybaby as a little kid. i know it's healthy to let out your emotions, but i can't help myself from doing it in front of other people, and i just make them uncomfortable. i don't know if i'll ever stop being this sensitive. who am i without my tears?

To Polkaparty 		never good enough Polkaparty, 21 Nov 2025 01:21
the callback list for the school musical got posted today. i really really thought it was gonna be different this time. i just get my hopes up every time i do this. i'll never learn my lesson.

To Vengeance 		Possession Vengeance, 20 Nov 2025 18:47
Sometimes I feel like a ghost who has possessed the machine. Who was their true form? No one knows. Maybe they had a better cooling system, or speaker,CPU, motherboard.. Maybe even a better case. Who built this? There's not enough space.

The cables are everywhere, the board is a mess. No color coding, it's all dusty, short of memory and the ram doesn't even fit.

Perhaps I should stop possessing without asking.

To Eggsbenadict 		HooHoo Eggsbenadict, 19 Nov 2025 19:46
As HooHoo would say, ''todays wednesday which means tomorrow is friday eve''

To Eggsbenadict 		Bugs Eggsbenadict, 19 Nov 2025 18:36
Met some bugs and enjoyed talking to them though I had to leave at the wrong time and will probably never see them again. Guess thats just how it goes


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